Doctor Day!

Went to the lovely doctor today… She said I am dilated to a good one and my cervix is super soft!  So progress which feels nice!  Next Friday we go back to the doc and hopefully we are progressing and then we will discuss the plan if I have to be induced or helped along in this progress! 

What need to happen…. My mom flies in on Monday the 26th and my in-laws the night of Wednesday the 28th, so Thursday we are going to run hills, do sprints, and whatever else we can think to get this baby out! We go to the doc on Friday morning at 9 and that will probably when they will strip the membranes or something and I really want to avoid any help so keep your fingers crossed that on the 29th that I go into labor by myself and get this party started!!

But at times I feel like…. I just want to go run hills right now and walk a marathon tomorrow and have this baby right now and not wait for anyone! lol Sorry mom but I am done! Everyone around me is having their babies and it makes me so excited to have mine!!

Funny story- We went to Ulta yesterday and this lady came up to me and when I told her we didn’t know what we were having she took my hand and told me that I was going to have a boy. She then explained that the lines on my hands were different to that meant different genders. I didn’t think much of it then she said you had a miscarriage right? I said yes and she explained how she knew by looking at my hand. So strange how people can figure things out just by your hand. We will find out if she is right about the gender but it was so weird to hear her tell me about my miscarriage. She also said that I was only going to have 2 kids. I want 4 but maybe 2 is all I will get or can handle! lol

It is so weird to think that I only have a little bit longer caring and loving 1 child. Man our lives are about to change! Hope Ronnee and I are ready! This has been on my mind a lot lately. I keep reminding myself that Ronnee’s life is about to change in a major way and so I have been not getting so annoyed when she wants to be cuddled all day or take a bath with me even though there isn’t that much room. We have been having a rough couple of days where she doesn’t listen and is becoming a little violent. I am at a loss on how to deal with her. I figured out today when she was running from me and when Tyler grabbed her she threw her horse so I took it and hid it.  After she realized she lost her horse she had a complete change. So hopefully we are figuring something out because the timeout or the spankings dont really seem to do a thing. Keeping in my mind that she is learning and things are going to get crazy for her around here keeps me from losing my mind with her. I sure do love this sweet little girl and I know she is going to grow up to be something amazing and sweet!